still so bad again.

another week, another weekend...and another relationship session that seems to have made everything worse. he just seems to take what he wants from the therapy and hell with my feelings but somehow he's feeling justified by the discussions. i don't get it...it's so bad again that he's said that he doesn't want to be with me - and this is after both the therapist and my fiance assured me in the session today that it's not futile because we really want to sort things out and be together.

i really cannot handle this amount of stress...my head is exploding!

why o why o why?

why does the washing machine always mess up when you have a long weekend away planned?

am off to a nice posh restaraunt/hotel this weekend so no time to get the repairmama out, so guess i'm lucky i haven't worn ALL my clothes this week, lol!

hope all is well with everyone else's appliances xxx