fucking god damn fuck

i know i'm trying to watch my language but god damn it.
my new loverboy blondie and i are trying to get married and to even get an appointment it is ?60 and you have to both bring passports...which not everyone has...like him, as he's English! so other form of acceptable ID? driver's license...but neither of us fucking drive! not everyone drives. Stupid Stupid Stupid!

ugh!

so of course the community mental phone me up to make an assessment appointment and the 2nd question they ask (after do i read english) is if i'm in any other therapy. so i tell them that we are starting relationship therapy with relate tomoro and the community mental tell me then they can't help me as i'm already speaking to someone. ugh!!!

they told me to go back to my doc for another referral when i'm finished with relationship counselling. i told them that was the reason i needed it as i'm anxious because of my partner being layed off and so on and when that is sorted it will be too late. nurse said sorry and is sendin me some pamphlets.
like i couldn't find out all the same crap on the interweb.