Thursday, April 23, 2009

unhappiness project

i am so drained...just feeling empty.
this evening's solo relationship therapy session was harrowing...the fiance didn't make it as he's busy working and also thinks he pretty much knows everything i'm going to say - yes, he might but i need somewhere like that to discuss things.

instead i did that alone, and i'm sitting at home alone.
and i hate alone.

my weight has pretty much stabilised.
hardly any appetite at all.
luckily no cramps today.

and i so want to be happy but just wonder - when is it okay to be unhappy?
(sorry gretchen!)

1 comment:

Changedit said...

it's always ok to be unhappy, coz being unhappy means u know what 'happy' is like. and it also means u CAN be happy and u will recognise when u ARE. (/counselling voice off). pretty unhappy here too i realised yesterday. but hopeful it will get better again. big sisterly hug xxxx