i can't say that it has all been happy days again this week. my life is still so up/down that i don't know what to do about it anymore...so just sitting tight and waiting it out, but it's so hard knowing that the fiance is having such a hard time and his way of dealing with it is to withdraw away.
but, tonight is my daughter's 24th birthday so i'm sure there will be lots of celebrating...also because she's just moving into her new studio flat today! so birthday and housewarming.
her new flat is down shoreditch, so not too far from where i work or hang out.
so today i'm really torn, as its my daughter's birthday and we definitely want to celebrate (can't wait for some cupcake goodness) but my fiance is also my life and my best friend and everything else and we've shared everything 100% so its sooo hard to do anything without him there.
o dear please don't read that as some weird whatever condition where you go psycho for the other person! i just love him to bits, that is all.
okay, enough of cherie sharing time today - i've got new lovely mirrored furniture for one of the bedrooms being delivered today so think i'll also buy myself a new glass lamp. ironic though as i'd bought this furniture for the spare room so isis would have somewhere to store her things, and it gets delivered the day she moves out into her own new flat (that's already furnished). so maybe i'll just put it in my room for now to try and cheer myself up!
o o o good news!!! my friend lucy just txt'd and she had her little baby on the 5th. he's such a cutie. sounds like it was a horrid 72 hour labour so hope she is okay...i better get crocheting.
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